kōng xū dì hàn jué huò zhǔ yì

wǒ men jìn rù f i g h t . h a t e nuó suǒ yǐ m u c h . i t s xiàng " shì " shǐ wǒ men rù zhèi qíng kuàng shì yī gě dài wèn tí .ntah la.wǒ shì qiāng wū ěr b e s t . b u t bīng fēi suǒ yǒu nǐ men dì yì zhì wǒ néng wán quán mǎn zú i t . p l e a s e u d e r s t a n d m e . i f wǒ néng míng bái y o u . m o s t dì shì qíng nǐ wèn wǒ qù d o . i shì . nǐ xǐ huān zuò zhèi yú wǒ r y t e d e a r . j u s t cǎi qǔ wū ěr t i m e . a s zhǎng jiù rú nǐ w a n t . i xiǎo jiě nǐ .In a perfect world, this would not be my first feelings of the year. It just goes to show that you can't control what life is going to throw at you and how it will affect your emotions. My soul feels achingly empty. I almost didn't even take a meal today, I could barely drag myself out of bed.I could document my year, in all things good and bad. What kind of fool would I be if I only acknowledge the happy events, and brush aside the bad?This is how I feel today.And as much as it hurts, I still need to remember it